Thanksgiving all year long!!

So I decided to stay in Virginia this year during Thanksgiving for a multitude of reasons but money and work being primary.  I am sad that I will not see all my kids at once which brings me such a great sense of "family" and unconditional love as I have ever experienced.  In that context, there is not amount of money I wouldn't pay to have one hour with them.  Heavy heart...and the hope of seeing them soon.

I have managed in spite of my stressed work schedule and erratic eating to lose weight.  I honestly can't figure it out.  When I try the hardest, it sticks like glue and when I throw it all to the wind, I lose! Stupid!

Regardless, I have come to the realization that I like feeling better about the way I eat when doing it "right" and my meager attempts at physical activities.  Walking my dog still seems to be my favorite form and one I can not deny especially when little brown eyes are staring me down.  Smartest decision I ever made.

I hope to walk 5 miles in the AM with my "Ladies of Fairfax" group then maybe a special breakfast at Bob Evans then a movie with popcorn with a dear friend later.  I am sure I will speak to family and friends throughout the day but nothing will ease the pain of being alone during the holidays.  Big girl made a bad decision!!  Next year I am planning to be in Alabama come hell or high water....now who's with me....Bev??

Okay, enough for the pity party.  I truly wish everyone the best for this Thanksgiving and the rest of the year until we find ourselves here again.  It has been a great year, new beginnings, and positive outlook ahead.  I am blessed, happy, and enjoying this last year of my forties.

God Bless and Happy Thanksgiving!!